Oh boy , this is funny. my roomate..who has never had to work for anything... is on my back more so than my mom lately about me finding work. now i can understand u being like..hey, u shuld try here or u shuld try there, but to be like.."u need to stop sleeping during the day and find a job" is not acceptable. especially after i was explaining how my energy has been like oddly low lately. and ive had this one sided headache that has been plagueing me for like two weeks and counting. Im just really sick of it cuz its not like im not trying..and she told me that i can use her car to look for work while she is in class and all of a sudden now she is gonna "write down the bus schedule and leave me $5"...way to keep ur word.

and what also pisses me off is that ive been the only person cleaning the apt since dec and when ppl talk about how the apt looks.she uses the word "we" when talking about cleaning..like today i was talking to one of her friends about the ant problem the apt has and how i mopped and cleaned the kitchen and they like multiplied..out of no where she starts sayin "yea we wuld scrub the floors and they just eep coming". i swear, i wanted to be like."we scrubbed?" lol, but i was nice. She never cleans, unless its her room and thats only if a boy she likes is coming over...she'll do her room and then il do the rest of the apt...as usual. im gettin sick of it. ugh. and i was supposed to go to sleep but i got too ADD and started lookin stuff up..which sucks cuz i have to go to urgent care about my headache among other things..then i gotta look for work, and after all that buy some groceries with wat little money i have and then look at an apt my friends are interested in. life is just great u know.